Lost & Bewildered: Dealing With Mental Wounds After the American Revolution

Explore the overlooked struggles of Revolutionary War veterans with intellectual impairment and learn about the societal prejudices and challenges faced by such veterans in post-war America.
A Revolutionary War soldier reflected in a cracked mirror

Azel Woodworth was only 15 years old when he served at the Battle of Groton Heights in 1781. After enlisting the previous year in Captain William Latham鈥檚 matross company, which assisted in loading, firing and sponging guns, Woodworth helped defend Fort Griswold from invading British troops 鈥 until a musket ball struck his neck, just under his right ear, and exited along his spine, cutting through skin, muscles, tendons and bone. As Woodworth later recalled, the injury rendered him 鈥渋nsensible鈥 for a 鈥渟hort interval.鈥 Then, he 鈥減artially recovered鈥 and resumed military action. The following day, however, his mental 鈥渇aculties retired鈥 and 鈥渞eturned not for 24 hours.鈥 Woodworth鈥檚 wound not only caused his head to permanently rest on his left shoulder, but also significant intellectual incapacity that waxed and waned over the course of his life.

Woodworth鈥檚 injuries to his head, neck and intellect dramatically altered the adulthood he had imagined for himself at the age of 15. As he later wrote in a memoir 鈥 which was reprinted in William Wallis Harris鈥檚 The Battle of Groton Heights: A Collection of Narratives, published in 1870 鈥 due to Woodworth鈥檚 鈥渄eranged state,鈥 his father stopped teaching him a trade, believing that he would be 鈥渦nable to progress in the study.鈥 Even manual day labor, which Woodworth pursued as a result, 鈥渆xhausted鈥 his 鈥渕ental faculties,鈥 causing him pain and requiring frequent breaks. In the 1790s, the veteran married, had two children, and pursued a business in husbandry. Yet his difficulties in laboring soon led to financial troubles. Despite receiving a small monthly 鈥渋nvalid鈥 pension of $1.66 from the newly formed federal government in 1794, by 1807 Woodworth had become a self-described 鈥渨andering person鈥 dependent on the 鈥渃harity of fortuitous friends.鈥

Fort Griswold, Groton, N.J.
Fort Griswold, Groton, N.J. C.J. Oliver

Not much has been written about Revolutionary War veterans with intellectual impairments. In part, this is a product of the lack of existing source material. The archive of federal and state invalid pension applications and materials offers rich insight into veterans鈥 wartime and civilian experiences; however, officials mandated that applicants prove 鈥渄ecisive disability鈥 caused by 鈥渒nown wounds,鈥 a stipulation that privileged veterans with physical injuries over those with intellectual challenges. The loss of an eye or a limb was significantly easier to demonstrate to judges, officials and the family members and neighbors who testified on behalf of pension applicants as compared with symptoms such as irritability, memory lapses or fears of impending doom. As a result, invalid pension claims, such as Woodworth鈥檚, which document intellectual disabilities arising from the war, are relatively rare. Woodworth鈥檚 surviving personal narrative makes his case even more unique.

Examining Woodworth鈥檚 case and the few other veterans with intellectual ailments in the federal invalid pension archive suggests the significant toll the war took on veterans鈥 minds as well as their bodies. These records reveal veterans struggling to work, gain economic security, reenter their communities and maintain their expected patriarchal positions in their households. We also see evidence of what might now be diagnosed as post-traumatic stress disorder: men described by others as 鈥渓ost,鈥 鈥渟peechless,鈥 鈥渂ewildered鈥 and 鈥渄elirious.鈥 Even so, some scholars have suggested that Revolutionary War veterans with disabilities did not experience significant prejudice or exclusion as a result of their injuries. In a study of service pensions issued in 1820, Daniel Blackie concluded that Revolutionary War veterans with and without disabilities had similar levels of poverty. Yet focusing on veterans with intellectual impairments suggests greater challenges, possibly because of deep prejudices toward intellectual disability in early national American society.

Indeed, while intellectual disabilities had long been stigmatized in the American colonies, in the context of the new republic such incapacities were viewed as especially threatening. According to Kim E. Nielsen in A Disability History of the United States, in the colonial period, 鈥減hysical disability was largely routine and unremarked on,鈥 but those 鈥渨e would categorize [today] as having psychological or cognitive disabilities attracted substantial policy and legislative attention鈥 as officials sought to protect communities from the perceived costs of their support. After the Revolution, fears about the dependency of intellectually disabled people heightened. The United States was founded on the premise that rational citizens were capable of voting and making reasoned political decisions. Intellectual disability seemed to threaten the national experiment. Employment incapacities arising from mental ailment also seemed to compromise the nation鈥檚 economic robustness. As a result, citizens with cognitive impairments faced intensified legal and political exclusions, including from suffrage, as well as the threat of institutionalization toward the mid-19th century.

Veterans with intellectual disabilities felt the brunt of these developments; however, not all servicemen鈥檚 stories were as harrowing as Woodworth鈥檚. Some veterans with intellectual difficulties benefited from networks of family and community care. After Richard Watrous, a private in the Sixth Connecticut Regiment, was wounded in the Battle of Norwalk in 1779, he received intensive and prolonged support from fellow soldiers, doctors, family members and townspeople. Watrous was injured in his arms and torso by musket balls and bayonets, causing fractures and wounds, as well as disturbances to his mental state. As neighbors explained, he 鈥渁ppears to be lost & bewildered鈥 much of the time, perhaps owing to 鈥渟ome radical injury to his constitution.鈥 Watrous was first cared for by servicemen and former neighbors, then by physicians and military officers, and finally by family and community members at home. As one neighbor recalled, an officer 鈥渁ssured me [that Watrous] Should have all Possible Care taken of him,鈥 a support that eased the veteran鈥檚 mental and corporeal struggles until his death in 1799.

American Revolution reenactment Bath, S.C.
American Revolution reenactment Bath, S.C. Buddy Secor

Despite such networks of care, men with intellectual impairments often struggled to remain employed and maintain financial security. Certainly, the waves of economic depression and recession following the Revolution, together with the federal government鈥檚 payment of military salaries and pensions in depreciating Continental dollars, created hardships for all veterans, disabled or not. Yet those with intellectual ailments seemed to face special challenges in their efforts to work and gain a livelihood. Cornelius Hamlin, a Connecticut corporal who experienced 鈥渇its鈥 and 鈥渇atigue,鈥 wrote in his pension application about his struggle to continue his carpentry business 鈥 hiring workers, pushing his own body to the limit and ultimately reducing his business to a fraction of its previous worth. Toney Turney, one of the few African American veterans who received a federal invalid pension, also described employment hardships, which were perhaps especially pronounced for the formerly enslaved man. According to a neighbor, Turney鈥檚 complications from his head wound rendered him 鈥渙ften Laid by鈥 and 鈥渦nable to support himself.鈥

In some cases, men鈥檚 descriptions of their cognitive ailments seem to mirror what psychologists would now describe as post-traumatic stress disorder. Scholars are rightly wary of diagnosing people in the past with modern medical conditions. Historical people experienced and perceived bodily and intellectual impairments differently from people today, making retrospective diagnoses not only unhelpful and misleading, but also potentially damaging. And yet some Revolutionary War pension claims do document men, such as Watrous, who were 鈥渓ost & bewildered鈥 as well as those whom judges described as having 鈥渄erangement of mind,鈥 鈥渋mpaired鈥 sense, memory difficulties and violent outbursts. Take one illustrative case: In 1794, a New Hampshire judge appended the following note to Amos Pierce鈥檚 pension application: 鈥淪oon after his return from service, he was taken speechless, which has ever since, in a great measure continued.鈥 Pierce is nearly always 鈥渋n a state of delirium,鈥 the judge went on, although he noted that doctors were unclear whether these symptoms stemmed from his physical wounds. Accounts such as Pierce鈥檚 suggest the significant effects of the war on veterans鈥 mental states.

Many Revolutionary War veterans with intellectual impairments struggled to labor in their households and communities and reenter civilian life. Such challenges were likely partly due to the realities of their injuries; they were also a product of a society deeply prejudiced against people with intellectual disabilities, whom many Americans without a disability viewed as dependent, unfit for civic responsibilities, and increasingly, proper subjects for institutions. When Azel Woodworth wrote about his challenges to find work and support his family over the course of his life, he commented that he had finally 鈥渞etired in confusion & despair from all I held dear on earth.鈥 Such sorrowful sentiments testify to the significant difficulties that Revolutionary War veterans with intellectual ailments, including what might now be termed post-traumatic stress disorder, faced. Their stories, today nearly 250 years old, urge us to push for greater recognition and support of veterans experiencing such conditions in the present. In addition, stigma against mental illness and intellectual disability has persisted, imploring us to work to dismantle ableism today.

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